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I dont know how much you believe this but i dearly miss you.
I love you and im sad and disappointed at myself for not seeming to love you enough.
I am a big pain in the ass to you and i trouble you alot.
I have not been contacting you like how i used to.
I know.
I have not much to offer you right now.
I would really appreciate it if you would keep calling me and keep talking to me eventhough -
I may seem busy.
I want to change back to the old me.
I want to do it for you.

Please help me.